The anatomy of melancholy

I am not poore, I am not rich; nihil est, nihil deest, I have litle, I want nothing: all my Treasure is in Minerva’s Towre. Greater preferment as I could never get, so am I not in debt for it, I have a competencie (Laus Deo) from my noble and munificent Patrons, though I live still a Collegiat Student, as Democritus in his Garden, and lead a Monastique life, ipse mihi Theatrum, sequestred from those tumults and trobles of the world.

for a pint of hony thou shalt here likely finde a gallon of gaul, for a dramme of pleasure a pound of paine, for an inch of mirth an ell of mone, as Ivy doth an oke these miseries encompasse our life.

I am not poor, I am not rich; nihil est, nihil deest, I have little, I want nothing: all my treasure is in Minerva’s tower. Greater preferment as I could never get, so am I not in debt for it, I have a competence (laus Deo) from my noble and munificent patrons, though I live still a collegiate student, as Democritus in his garden, and lead a monastic life, ipse mihi theatrum, sequestered from those tumults and troubles of the world, Et tanquam in specula positus, (as he said) in some high place above you all, like Stoicus Sapiens, omnia saecula, praeterita presentiaque videns, uno velut intuitu, I hear and see what is done abroad, how others run, ride, turmoil, and macerate themselves in court and country, far from those wrangling lawsuits, aulia vanitatem, fori ambitionem, ridere mecum soleo: I laugh at all, only secure, lest my suit go amiss, my ships perish, corn and cattle miscarry, trade decay, I have no wife nor children good or bad to provide for. A mere spectator of other men’s fortunes and adventures, and how they act their parts, which methinks are diversely presented unto me, as from a common theatre or scene.

One day of grief is an hundred years, as Cardan observes: ‘Tis carnificina hominum, angor animi, as well saith Aretrus, a plague of the soul, the cramp and convulsion of the soul, an epitome of hell, and if there be a hell upon earth, it is to be found in a melancholy man’s heart.